Out of time

I know that you're a thousand miles away

But look at me,

I still want to reach you in places I know I won't find you

Maybe that's why I look for you in every person I meet

A piece of your smile,

your eyes,

and your endless laugh,

just like the way you used to look at me

Lately, I haven't been thinking of you as much as today

Because today it's your birthday

And it seems like everything around me today,

is just a reminder of you absence

I really want to reach out and ask you how you are doing there

I know I couldn't bear it

and I wish we could've stayed friends

Just so I could've at least wished you a happiest birthday on earth

I know that I'm out of time

To realize that there's nothing can change between us

To think that you're the closest idea I have of love

To knowing that I can't shake off the feeling that it's supposed to be you

Maybe one day I will find you

In the faces of these strangers 

Or maybe I will meet someone 

with eyes like yours and fall in love with them

Because,

they remind me of you