All Too Well

They don't see

What's the true colors between us

Everything what I feel it's always bad

Because you always manipulate and it works for you

Your silence somehow convinces me,

that something in me is wrong 

"You kept me like a secret, and I kept you like an oath"

Like a disgrace, you hiding me

"And you call me up again just to break me like a promise,

So casually cruel in the name of being honest,

I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here"

You do everything to dim my light,

then you ask why I'm not shining

"They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell"

It's pathetic,

When we're fought and then you left me without saying anything at all

This circumstances makes me feel guilty when I'm being honest

"Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it,

I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it"

I just want to go the time in the past 

Where i could unapologetically

Where i should be happy more than this

"Cause there we are again when I loved you so,

Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known"

There always denying conversations,

blatan lying and constan coverups,

you insist it didn't happen that way

Like in summertime, our first met

I'm never forget our things

The things when we're laugh together

And the day after that, you trying to walk out of my life

You said, "I don't belong here anymore"

I'm begging,

but who's cares?

Now I know how precious I am,

I am accepting, owning, and expressing my actual personal truth

I am the best you ever get

And you'll always be regret