Friends, lovers, or nothing

Someday,

I wish I can say the things that I want to say to you

How deeply I am,

to keep this mixed feelings for you

Don't care if you'll stay or leave for this time

Just want you to know the truth

what I feel about us

Right person wrong time situation

It is a tough thing

to let you go without any hate to hold onto

without any betrayals of trust thingy

Maybe for you it's easy to leave me

but,

You can't expect me to be fine

And I don't expect you to care 'bout it

I know I've said it before

but for all what we're going through in the last two month

and now you know the fact

slowly all of our bridges burned down

For now,

I have to pretend that you were gone

'Cause I'm too dumb to think that we're on the same page

And I learning about that thing

how hard it is

when and how to say farewell

to the good things

***

but here's the redline :

There's a corner of my heart that is yours

I mean,

to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times or never again

there'll always be a small quiet place in my heart

that belongs to you

Thank you for this separation of us

I learn a lot from you

Now we're in the end of missing

Let's start again from nothing